I reallly wish I knew what to say that would be good comfort...because I know how you feel about all these stupid cures....we are not healers anymore we "curers"
I believe many healers are now feelign that all these cures have gone over the top...and being a class that has a "cure-line" that could be so much more of use, the curing feels even more stupid....anyway...
...Perhaps take the role as MT shaman for abit so that you can get some fresh air and have other things to do. Being in the OT group can be extremely booring if you are there all the time. Im usually there.

good luck