ok first of all, in posting this, i am belittling myself to an extent, but the truth shall be told. i got involved with a succubus.
–noun, plural -bi
/-ˌbaɪ/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[-bahy] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation. 1.a demon in female form, said to have sexual intercourse with men in their sleep. Compare
incubus (def. 1). 2.any demon or evil spirit. 3.a strumpet or prostitute.
i wouldn't even be posting this, but i know how she rolls, and i know her history. i am #4 in eq2, across 3 servers. she moves from one guy to the next, using them up, and when she gets bored, she moves on, and doesn't bother telling the previous guy she's done. she then convinces the new guy, and all the people around her, that the last guy was fucked up in some way or another. she is constantly talking shit about people, and manipulating others to do her dirty work. my side of the story would never be told, while she paints the picture of me being a terrible person, so here i am. if you are 'friends' with her, she prolly talks shit about you too.
i started gaming with her in oct/nov of 06, and we soon after became involved. as it turns out, despite her promises of being single etc, she was screwing some married guy. she says it wasn't cheating because he couldn't get it up. i'm leaving names out to protect the innocent and others who have moved on after being screwed over by her, but i have references. she didn't cut it off with him until after she and i were together, and, like a fool, i stuck with her anyway.
we had pretty much moved past it, and in our second meeting, she laid the foundation for an online affair with another guy. she turned bitch on me, and would beg me to go to the store to get her things. while i was away, she would call this guy and whine about, everything. he then flew out to see her. they both swear that nothing happened. maybe she borrowed someone's soul for the day. she sent him home early, and he was mad. he had pretty much blown her off, but she got all crooked and told him she got in a car wreck to invoke some pity. lies. the un-named guy had the balls to tell me about it after the fact. she blamed the whole thing on him. said it was all his idea, and that he 'cried like a baby' when she tried to cancel their meeting. after that it just all came unglued.
so, if you have any knowledge of this person, you can choose to believe her, but you need to know what kind of person this is. we're talking about someone who screws their married neighbor, and when he decides to break it off, she sets him up with is wife, by leaving something in the couch, and telling his wife on the phone about it. she screws married guys, and blames them for thinking they are more than just friends, despite her telling them she loves them etc. she goes to vegas with her best friend, whom is married, and does...well, what happens in vegas stays in vegas, but you can guess. i was just invited to leave an un-named guild, but everyone in that guild knows what a racist she is. they all heard her drunk ass calling me a 'stupid nigger' in vent, and i know she hates asians and latinos, especially phillipinos.
i got myself out of the army, honorably, along the lines of post traumatic stress disorder, because she wanted to get married. long story short, she changed her mind. 10 years from retirement and i gave it up. because i was getting out, i was talking with my ex wife about taking my daughter for summers, to be with my new 'wife'. my ex wife is frighteningly maternal, and was terrified that our daughter would pick a new mom. anyone who knows anything about law, knows how easy and lop-tarded protection orders are. i'm a decorated vet, with NO, i'll say that again, NO criminal record, not even a speeding ticket, and my ex talked some shit about me to keep me from taking my daughter to cali. i only say this because i know that's what she's gonna try to bring up in reply to this. if only my ex had known what a crooked, shady whore my 'fiancee' is.
someone in my old guild gave advice: discipline yourself, or someone else will. well i guess i have been disciplined. i gave up a career, with retirement at the age of 39. i lost my un-fettered visitation with my daughter, because my ex wife was scared to lose her daughter to a new mom. i should have saw her for what she is. i'm not the first. i invite ppl from her 2 previous servers to comment here.
i've been around the world 4 times, and i've seen poverty, wealth, pain, joy. everyone has life goals. my conclusion draws from a book titled 'tuesday's with morrie'. basically....you're gonna die. you may as well spend your dying days, which are now, with someone who truly cares about you. life is now, and you should live it. you can collect things, to will to your relatives, but that shit all fades, and can be taken from you. call me a fool, feel free to flame me, but i really wanted to believe in someone. it just turned out to be the WRONG person. i'm not gonna name any analstazia names, but watch yourself. she will use you. abuse you. get her to do her dirty work. manipulate you. and toss you aside. like i said, i'm #4 in the series. call me an ass for trying, but i did try.
calling out a drama queen
