Xeather

Actually I want to do better than that:

In addition to being sorry, I also wanted to share some of the positive thoughts and to point out my lies.

Aethane: I don't know you at all, so I don't have a good reason for all the shit I said about you other than my own inability to communicate directly with people. And that's definitely my problem, not yours. I also truly think you have a good vision for your guild. And I also think you will achieve it. As for weather or not Demolition sucks, I have no idea because I was only in it for a few hours. I didn't even raid with you once.

Keiria and Tristan (I really just don't know how to spell it): I also don't know you at all. I took one conversation and twisted it in the worst light possible, seeing more of my past realities, than your current truths. Not your problem, and I am sorry I said such stupid shit about you both.

Jaarati: I'm a stay-at-home mom and I don't have a job. Everything I touch in a 24 hour period, including the food I eat, was given to me in some form or another by someone else. My joke about your sound card was pretty stupid all by itself let alone coming from someone with my lifestyle. I am a mooch X 10000.

Aranin: You handled shit with LA for months that would have easily broken me in a day. It takes a lot to run a guild of any type let alone a joint raid effort with two very different guilds. You did well with that, really well, and you deserve far better credit than what I gave you.

Cnedra and Meridian: You two were extremely kind to me when I first came back to this server, and both of you are highly talented in your classes. My comment about the leash was really inappropriate. I don't really know either of you at all.

Vilthos: Hmmm... ok I'm still pretty pissed about that one, but I should have told you to your face instead of to the entire fucking world.

Rekip: None of you deserved the shit I said in the way I said it. I still agree that leader assigned loot is ideal, I wasn't blowing smoke up your ass when I said that to you in vent. I also think that regardless of anything else going on OOBM still has a lot of cool people in it, and there is a warmth present in the guild that can only come from a certain type of good leadership.

Melodias: You reminded me that the person behind the character is real. Your parse was 400 one time, not all the time. I exaggerated for comic effect, but it really just comes down to being a lie. You have a group of people who clearly love you, and from what I can tell you definitely deserve that. I'm sorry about what I said about you and your guild. It wasn't fair.

True Blood and Strike: I agree that I just need to get over Defiance. Besides, at this point I think Rocci behaves a lot better than I do. As for Strike being Daddy Warbucks, really that was the most insulting I could get. So, all told, that's not much to be sorry for because it's really not much of an accusation.

ok now I'm done. : )

Xea

Xeather

Oops... and Malato. In an attempt to stop me from further self desruction, he banned me from his guild and his discussion list. He did that out of love adn caring for me, not to be a self-righteous dick, and he didn't deserve my rant about him or his guild.

Xea

Karel

Do you have some kind of bipolar disorder~?

Carpy

i think she is just an attention whore IMHO!

MrChickn

Well i never said that i only parsed 400 either :-P. You stated that "doing your job" was the reason for the lack of you DPS... which is complete bullshit. Thats what crappy bards use as an excuse...

Melodias

**sigh** Let me try this again with you. MY DPS PARSE IS NOT 400!!! Xeather's statement was FALSE and COMPLETELY WRONG!! I am perfectly capable of fulfilling my role as a Troubador AND DPSing appropriately. If you really read what I wrote you would see that I was not making excuses ....I was pointing out that there is a lot a bard needs to do WHILE DPSing, not instead of it.

I will say this again for the third time just for you. If my DPS was not appropriately high enough my guild WILL kick me and they would have a long time ago. The fact that I am still an active member and raider in my guild should give you some kind of clue.

Exeter

So you parse 400? u suk.

/flee

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Incontinentiab

Since LDL has only 19 lvl 80 Troubs it's hard to believe your guild would kick you for shitty dps. I have to think the low troubie population is the reason Xeather was able to join so many raid guilds in so short a time.

I second the proposal that Xeather recieve 24 free server transfers, but skip that whole apology bit at the end, please!

MrChickn

its ok if you parse 400... if you want you can pay me and ill teach you not to suck so bad...
I accept all major credit cards, cash, or plats. no refunds thoe.

i hope at this point you realize im not serious, and havent been lol, but you have gotten so defensive on the issue, makes things fun.

Melodias

My goodness! It's so hard to tell these days if someone is kidding or not. I was starting to think you all had some kind of reading comprehension disorder or something.

Trust me ...in my guild a shortage of Troubadors on the server is no excuse to suck. If I couldn't pull my weight there someone esle would have rolled and leveled one before letting me continue dragging them down. LDL may not be a serious raiding server, but there's no reason not to take it seriously when we do.

This digital world needs more music in it ...everyone roll a Trouby!!